Blissful Quest.

The older I get the more I realize that silence is a blessing. I never get peace and quiet. The busy facade of our society drives me crazy. I wish I could find a way of life where the moments matter. Not everything is in rushed real time. Where everything was allowed to flow in and out of us and around us as organically as possible. Nothing comes easy. Peace you must search for, but haven't I been searching for inner peace for far too long? Surrounding ourselves with positive people is a huge step; however, we must first exude only positivity individually first. In order to do so, these inner demons need to be flushed out. The demons are simply a metaphor for what has latched on to our personalities, thoughts, or behaviors to debilitating us. Everyone has these set backs, but after all this time with everything I have been through wouldn't one begin to think..am I ever going to be okay? Am I ever going to simply become what I strive to be? Naturally. Organically. No medications or therapy. Simply blissful existence. That is what I can not seem to extinguish. The fire in me to find a blissful existence. How to get there is the question. Everyone has the answers to when you should have baby or get married but does anyone truly understand the concept of inner peace? Does anyone really feel true comfort in knowing themselves and who and what they represent? Some of the most amazing cultures and religions follow doctrine and still are not able to obtain this sheer beauty of a simple soul. Ay times I feel as though the journey for salvation goes hand in hand with inner peace. One can not simply have one without the other. Turning to God or a higher powrr in a time of great loss or confusion is what sets many people at ease. There is nothing more that I hope for other than inner peace abd a dimple existence.